February 2012
2 posts
The first step
It was a big step. But letting love in was a great choice. I am not broken. I am whole. He lifts me up, he perceives what I have to offer. I am what he has been waiting for, and he is what I have been missing. He thinks that somehow I am more perfect than him, but I have to agree to disagree!
November 2011
8 posts
WatchHopefully this solidifies certain perceptions, and alters a few opinions.
Watchaveragejoeguys:
Wow you should all reblog this.
Happier
Quick kid quick, so harsh and cynical
Touches stricken, cold and clinical
What a transformation to behold
But i don’t like this new, i want the old
It’s not the words that make it final
You’ve said such things such things before to rival them
But it’s how you say ‘em now that’s changed
Cold but sympathetic all the same
Lie to convince me that...
Watchniczilla17:
ba… ba… banana?
thats gotta be handy for getting a big blast of… Potassium?
Watchmotoxla:
Wow I would have never thought!
October 2011
2 posts
I never thought I could love anyone but myself....
Maybe I wont die alone.
September 2011
2 posts
I have to Work at 4am, in 4 hours from now. and I...
Here I sit
Type Away
Find a thought
things to say
Things I feel
Things I see
THings I want
Things I Need
Thoughts May Drift
Find a path
Calculate
Do the math
Write the word
Speak it slow
Not too loud
Breath it low
Do you know
Who i am?
Can You see
In my Eyes
All the fear
Never Dies
Will You run?
Will you fight
Let me cry
in the night
Would you go
or would you stay?
...
Reflective Observations: Gender vs. Sexuality
I have recently been frequented by an epiphany that, put simply, gives me the feeling that I will be most Loved by the women in my life, BUT I will be the most AFFECTED by the men. How difficult of an existence this will be. I only get the sensations of what it was like before. The Mind of men and the mind of women are vaguely similar, vaguely Different, Completely Different, yet Exactly the same....
August 2011
2 posts
Live Beautifully. Dream Passionately. Love...
It may hurt, but hurting is only the bi-product....
I will always rather be hurt wit the truth than comforted with a lie.
July 2011
4 posts
Tonight would be a good night...
… To fly
… To dream
… To create a new language
… To scare a ghost
… To find all the lost things
… To finally perfect the recipe
… To write the song that changes the world
… Sing a word that heals the world.
Its been awhile.
It seems like mot so long ago, I didn’t have a job, I wasn’t going to school, and i could do whatever I want, whenever I wanted. I stayed up all night, why not? I had nowhere that I had to be… I could broadcast online for hours, or all day if i wanted. I could chat with friends, or drive all the way to where they were, and broadcast with them, to the world.
So much has changed,...
June 2011
1 post
Too late. the time to ask questions has passed. Am...
I know that none of us is truly aware of how we behave and/or the difference between what is literally said and what is actually meant. If i say things at a time when they could have actually made a difference, then i get ego and attitude. but i hold it in and let the poison take its course, then i get to just hate myself while everyone else is suddenly dandy.
April 2011
6 posts
March 2011
1 post
tyPad™ →
I am thinking that if i just go ahead and order this, then I will be 100% more likely to actually save up for an ipad…
February 2011
5 posts
January 2011
2 posts
Where Did I Go?
its strange, I once was online and chatting with friends almost 24/7, and now, as I’m typing this, I have become all to aware that I Haven’t typed in quite some time. I miss people, but strangely enough, if you think you iss me, I have realized, I HAVE MISSED ME. Obviously, I am never NOT where I am, but somehow, I feel as though I haven’t even been around myself. Things I used...
Sometimes we take chances, sometimes we take...
I can write it better than you ever felt it ;)
December 2010
2 posts
“My mother asked me once…She asked me ‘Baby, are you in love?’ And I was like...”
– Ricky Martin (via ryanrunoff)
November 2010
2 posts
October 2010
2 posts
Is Enough EVER ENOUGH!? No. Just More and MORE and...
taylorboatright:
“No sir. I am not shrooming, but are you a ghost?”
September 2010
5 posts
Ugh
When people ask me what I did today, it’s hard not to be honest… I missed my boyfriend all day, every moment, every second. I miss my family and friends, I need a hug and I need to cry. There.
Listen
August 2010
13 posts
1 tag
@ShanedawsonFTW is following me. Sweet!